this was a local spot and not to far off the coast we could see a mile wide of boats tied together at the sand bar. We proceeded to go to tiki bar and grab drinks...I bought the first round for everyone and handed them off, when I turned around to join everyone my clumsy self bumped into Trae and knocked his out of his hand.
We kinda got in a fight after that, I walked off to cool down which wasn't the best decision on my part but I was upset that he had snapped at me for that considering that I bought a replacement he still had an attitude. I found myself sitting on the dock just enjoying the view of the ocean and listening to the waves crash against the shore...they managed to locate me and we tried to get over the situation but as I turned around to meet them I then once more knocked his drink over...at this point I was yelled at for an accident...
I didn't know what else to do besides say I was sorry and that wasn't good enough for him..this day had pretty much went south very quickly we were fighting and it was uncomfortable for Troy and Julie so I just let it and ventured off alone because I was so upset and crying at the fact of how he reacted to an accident.
Julie found me sitting at the bar looking towards the ocean wishing that I was out there away from here, I have always felt a since of connection to the tides. It was like my sanctuary and part of the world where I found peace from things around me. I unloaded my feelings to her and all the doubts that were in my mind about him. She reassured me that everything would be ok if I went with her to the tree house bar after an hour of persuading I finally agreed to try and have a good time and make it right for the rest of the day.
So I walked with her over to meet the boys. I still wasn't quite ready to talk to Trae because he had hurt my feelings tremendously so I sat alone for a bit just enjoying the sunshine on my face. Troy came up to visit me at the top of the Tree house and brought me back down for a drink. Trae still was talking to me so I just sucked it up and had a good time anyways. I figured if he was going to not forgive me for something so stupid why should I care, it was obviously and ego boost for him to act like a 5 year old about me spilling his beer.

.:XOXO TMARIE:.